book of belial

What is karma? what goes around comes around? whatever karma is, i believe in it. If you spread joy and goodness around, it is bound to come your way. However, when you spread rumors and hate, it is also bound to come your way. Do we risk being nice knowing that one day we will be repaid? i do, but i also make mistakes. And i constantly find myself asking the same question, if we all know weapos;re imperfect, why do we get so upset when other people make mistakes? if we make a mistake we expect the other person to be forgiving, which most times they are not, why? i donapos;t think i will ever find the answer to this question. How can one person be so controlling and manipulative over another? how can we let the actions of another affect our lives so much? why do we continue to trust the people who hurt us? how do you pick those to trust and those not to? so many questions and yet still so many answers not found. Today, i am more sure of myself than i ever have been in my entire life, and that feeling is so empowering. I know what i want, i know that in thirty years so many of the little things i worry about now wonapos;t even pop into my head. Life is just too short. I am finally learning to live and let live and standing up for myself. I finally know what i stand for. More and more everyday i am learning how to put Godapos;s love for me into my words and actions. If i spread Godapos;s love around, His love is bound to come my way. Karma? i think so.
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